Well, my daughter is 18 now and in college and absolutely excelling. I'm sooooo Proud of her!! Unlike a lot of her fellow students she takes her education seriously. She graduated high school with full honors in the top of her class. I can't begin to tell you how many scholarship forms she and I filled out to no avail. Where is the fairness in the world. She had to take on all of her college loans,at the age of 17, because I couldn't qualify for a parental loan because of all my medical bills and expenses.She has so many college credits already that she gets to skip her sophomore year and be a junior next year. She'll graduate in 3 years instead of 4 and enter Medical School a year early. We've both been grieving because she is 5 1/2 hrs away and I can't drive even if I had a vehicle and she doesn't have one either.I've seen her twice since August and it breaks my heart because we are so close. She's coming home for Christmas break this weekend and knows yet again there will be no Christmas but atleast we'll be together. No matter what I put my full trust in God and I know He's gonna see us through! I've failed Him many times but He's always been there for me so I'm going to keep on trusting Him!! I could complain about a lot of things but I won't because there is always someone worse off than I am and I have a lot to be Thankful for. God has blessed me with 3 wonderful children and 2 beautiful grandsons. So to all of you out there struggling just trust in God and He'll make a way for you. We don't always get what we want or when we want it but God knows best so just trust Him. It's been hard to provide for her at college and she may not have much but she has everything she needs. God always makes sure of that. So even if you don't get a Christmas remember what's it's really all about and celebrate that you have your family. As usual she says it's ok mama I didn't need any gifts I just want to be with you. That doesn't lessen my guilt but it does show how much I truly have to be thankful for. Both of my grown sons say the say thing. So no matter how hard times get look around and you can always find something to be thankful for!! I pray every family in need will get their blessing and every one needy or not will take the time to be truly grateful for what they do have .God Bless you all and may you find peace in your hearts this joyous holiday season.